Given up

I tried
And tried
And tried
To move
I wanted to go back
I had taken the wrong turn
While trying to reach somewhere
On ‘The Holiday’
I did go west
Travelled places
Mostly Europe
I thought there had to be an exit somewhere
But wherever I went
Left or right
I couldn’t go back
Alone
And now
I have given up
The only light I see
Leads to a way ahead
But I can’t travel alone
I would need someone
He, who brought me where I am
I know I said No
It graduated from a “Maybe”
And has terminated in a “What If”
I don’t want to live with that
I think I have to try a “Yes, maybe”
If that’s even an option
All I have to do now
Is wait for an answer...